Everyone told me that I would be okay. You told me that I
would be okay. I didn’t believe any of you, but you were all right. I am okay.
When everything was so fresh and raw, I didn’t see an end to
the heartbreak. I couldn’t imagine dating other people or loving someone the
way I loved you. The idea made me anxious and sad. You had become the person
that I wanted to try things with. The one I want to go through life with. To grow
with. That’s how I felt, and I believed I would always feel that way. I
couldn’t imagine that someday soon those feelings and thoughts would stop.
That’s the funny thing about our emotions though isn’t it?
How you can go from being shattered and broken to healed all in one day. At
least, that’s how it happened for me. Not all at one once mind you, but
gradually. It took me a while to heal and figure out how to go about my days
without you. Once I got there though, it only took a single moment, a single
thought, to realize that I really was okay.